2003-07-02
12:05 p.m.

So here I am, again. Sitting here, again. Alone, again & not having slept in the last 24 hours, again.

Its's amazing what you will discover about yourself in a matter of 24 hours.

You want to know what I have come to realize?

I now know that:

I am stupid.

I am living a in dream world where I think I can do anything.

I am a waste of skin.

I am lonely & know I will be forever.

I am not the only one.

I am so beyond fucked up for thinking I would be the only one forever.

I am scared of too many things to list.

I am broken.

I no longer know who I am.

I set myself up to be let down.

I am lost.

I care too much.

I don't care enough.

I am negative.

I am too emotional.

I get myself in tho things I know I shouldn't.

I let people walk all over me.

I am not loveable.

I am alone.

I am needy.

I am blind when I choose to be.

I am fucked up.

I am a worrier.

I am a cry baby.

I sadly will play second best.

I am too passionate.

I play a part.

I am depressed, again.

I bend to fit into others molds.

I am not true to myself.

I am nothing.

I am not good enough.

I am heartbroken.

I work to hard at making others happy.

I want to leave.

I don't work hard enough at anything else.

I want to stay.

I want to say goodbye.

I never want to let go.

I am unwanted.

I am a lost cause.

I am over dramatic.

I have attitude.

I believe others too easily.

I walk into traps.

I get too envolved.

I hurt people.

I am good for nothing.

All is not well in my neck of the woods.

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