2003-09-09
4:19 p.m.

It seems there is no escaping this damn thing.

I've been forced back into writing by someone making mean threats. Things like they will stop writing if I don't start up again.

So here I am.

These last few days have been hell & only one person will understand why because they were going through the exact same hell as me.

By the end of it all I was left feeling empty. Literally.

Having something like that taken away from you for no reason fucking hurts.

Something you were both so fucking excited over, so happy about, just gone overnight.

I'm still hurting & will be for so long.

I feel its my fault & in many ways, it was.

I'm so sorry. I know you tell me not to be, but its all I can be right now.

Sorry.

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