2003-08-28
5:26 a.m.

I've gone back to my old ways again.

I have got to be thinking way too much for the fact that in the last 3 days I have gotten close to 7 hours of sleep.

That tells me something.

I'm back to sleeping, well not even sleeping, more like just lying, on my side of the bed again. In a days time I will be in a new bed. Still alone. Still on my side.

No more sneaking in & out of our room cause we are no longer sharing one. Your room is too far away for me to sneak into. Not like I can jump on the elevator & go down a floor, is it?

Going from that back to this.

I hate this.

I'm thinking bad thoughts.

Things like what if you hate it here?

Who do you miss more?

What if you're here & not happy with me?

I could go on & on, but I won't cause I know what you will say to all of this.

Please get over here soon & shut me up.

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