2004-11-09
10:25 a.m.

I now question everything that is going on in my life. There isn't one thing that I can for sure say is right for me.

I have started to think way, way back & I have begun to realize some things weren't really right. I would love to voice them, but I don't want to open up a can of worms.

I am wondering if where I am in life right now is where I am supposed to be.

I wonder about feelings towards me, towards others.

I can't seem to just let things be. I need to doubt everything & trust no one.

I feel left out. Just outta the loop with everything.

All I do is work. Stupid fucking work. Being there gives me way too much time to think. Once I start thinking, it just doesn't stop.

Im not buying a word you are saying or the ones you're not.

I've got this feeling deep down that things are being done behind my back.

It's hard to describe. All I know is that my gut feeling is usually right.

I want to be spoken to. I want to know which way to run.

I need some direction in my life. Big time.

Am I in the for the right reasons or is this just a waste of time for everyone?

Someone tell me where I am going.

Someone tell me things will be fine.

Cause it's not feeling that way right now.

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